Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven 21

Posted on April 15, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 21 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, Charmie accidentally reveals that she’s thought about being flogged before. She starts to count the strokes and thank Jack for them, although it hadn’t occurred to him to ask her to do that. He realises she’s watched porn of sexy punishments, or read about them. Her experience may be limited, but her desires are not. Jack realises this is something he has longed for.

Unfortunately, I’ve had to remove the actual text, because this excellent and very sexy book is being submitted for sale through Amazon, Barnes and Noble, Apple Books, 24symbols, Angus and Robinson, tolino, Rakuten Kobo and Vivlio. Very soon there’ll be a page where you can choose your favoured book supplier. As soon as it’s up I’ll put the link here!

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

Troubled young Charmayanne Else is a former member of a neo-Nazi gang, who had come to her senses at least and left. She agrees to be interviewed by journalist Jack Molay. They soon realize that despite their differences they’re attracted to each other. Soon after that they discover that Jack is a Dom and Charmayanne is submissive. And she has much to atone for.

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

“This is beautifully written erotica, incredibly hot, about people who feel like real, three-dimensional people. Some of the BDSM events are harsh, but the atmosphere is always loving. JJ Mortimer turns human details and erotic details into pure steamy sexiness. Reading it is like being there, on a wonderful sensual ride!” – Isadora Druse, reviewer.

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Charmayanne seems to be enjoying her transition into submission. But can she let herself surrender as deeply as she desires? To find out, get yourself a copy of Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven!

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Governing the Gang Girl: Stair Landing to Heaven 20

Posted on April 9, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 20 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, Charmie’s punishment continues. But Charmie’s and Jack’s words, and movements, make it clear that lust is there with them, like a third, almost-tangible figure in the room.

When Charmie’s punishment is over, neither of them expects to make it to her bedroom before they are having sex.

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

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Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven 19

Posted on April 6, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 19 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, Charmie learns what it means, when the person who is punishing her is on her side, and wants to help her get through the painful experience. Even as Charmie writhes and cries under the razor strop’s kiss, their bond, and their trust, is growing.

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

Get your copy!

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Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven 18

Posted on April 2, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 18 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, Charmie is reminded that the strop can feel very nice, pressed against sensitive places. But Jack has no hesitation in showing her that it hurts. He intends to continue until Charmie is sobbing. Even though she’s being a brave girl, so far.

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

Get your copy!

A link will (soon) be here!

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven 17

Posted on March 29, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 17 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, the house resounds with the pistol-shot sound of leather on skin, and Charmie squeals. Jack enjoys delivering that flogging, as Charmie is her complicated way both hates and loves it. But Jack lectures her, as well: she must use this punishment as a reason for starting forgiving herself.

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

Get your copy!

A link will (soon) be here!

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven 16

Posted on March 26, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 16 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, Charmie remembers – though she was speeding at the time – that she punched two people outside a party, and that one of them must have been the man she is now calling “sir”. That flogging with the razor strop is getting closer, but Charmie is certain, now, that she deserves it.

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

“This is beautifully written erotica, incredibly hot, about people who feel like real, three-dimensional people. Some of the BDSM events are harsh, but the atmosphere is always loving.

JJ Mortimer turns human details and erotic details into pure steamy sexiness. Reading it is like being there, on a wonderful sensual ride!”

– Isadora Druse, reviewer.

Get your copy!

A link will (soon) be here!

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven 15

Posted on March 24, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 15 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, Jack reminds Charmie that they have met before. She and her gang crashed a party he was at, and as he left, Charmie attacked his girlfriend. Charmie was not at her best, or thinking clearly at the time. But she remembers. She’s appalled. And wants to atone.

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

Get your copy!

A link will (soon) be here!

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven 14

Posted on March 21, 2015 by jaime

This is episode 14 of a series that evolved and expanded to become that very erotic and engrossing ebook, Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven.

In this episode, Jack has a moment of self doubt: does he really have the right to take a razor strop to Charmie’s absolutely delicious ass. Charmie waits. For her, all tension is good. Jack realises he’s doing what they both want, and he begins.

Governing the Gang Girl 2: Stair Landing to Heaven: what’s it about?

They head for her bedroom, but stop on the stairs. Charmayanne begins her atonement, and their sexual games become steadily more intense. Until there is a sudden and surprising interruption…

A review:

Get your copy!

A link will (soon) be here!

Falling off horses, and gate-keeping at bdsm meetings

Posted on March 17, 2015 by jaime

Falling off horses

Even bad holidays are holidays, and holidays end. So I stood on the road with my suitcase waiting for the country bus that would, eventually, take to the airport that would take me home. My uncle and aunt waited with me, not overwhelmed with grief that I was going. Samantha was there too, not grieving either, but giving me the full force of her disdain. She was good at disdain. She wished me a good trip, going home.

So I was sadder, though not much wiser. Still, I had two new pieces of knowledge.

The first was that girls didn’t pick guys for their niceness or their intelligence or whatever. It was something subtler, that Greg had and I didn’t. He was a shit, and he was sexy. I could whine about that, or I could try to work out ways of being sexy myself, while still being me.

“Thou wilt never come for pity;

Thou mayest come for pleasure.”

If I really liked girls, and it was clear that I did, then I’d have to be someone girls enjoyed hanging around with. I had no idea how to go about that, but at least the project was clear.

Ruth is stranger than Richard.

The other thing I learnt was even more depressing, because there seemed to be nothing much I could do about it. It was that there was no reason to think that even I met a a submissive girl, or woman, and we got on well, she’d want the same things as me.

Bdsm is a big tent, and it includes all sorts of tastes, desires and practices. They’re not always going to be compatible.

At the time that seemed like bad news.

Of course, as you know, you can almost always find common ground with a lover, and you can pervert them in your direction, and they can teach you a few of their own favourite things. I just didn’t know that yet.

Bdsm meetings

Girl in fishnets

So – and now I’m going back to something I said in those posts about running bdsm meetings, especially this one – the fact that bdsm is a big tent also means that it’s hard to draw lines about who is and who isn’t into bdsm. And that woman Ruby, who came to my bdsm meet’n’greet wearing a fishing net, and who got dissed for only being interested in getting spanked and fucked, is definitely inside the tent and under the umbrella.

If anyone wants to identify with us, it seems to me that (except for people who advocate non-consensual practices) we don’t need gatekeepers to keep them out.

Falling off horses and bdsm 3

Posted on March 15, 2015 by jaime

So up in that hiding place on the upper floor I read, “But Henry never understood about gloves. He’ll give a swift beating followed by sex, but nothing kinky.”

I liked that line, mostly for the outrageousness of the goes-without-saying assumption that there’s nothing kinky about “a swift beating followed by sex”. It was an insouciant joke, and though I didn’t know the word I knew I liked the style.

But there was also some bad news in it, for me. The woman narrating the story was submissive, but she dismissed her husband as an unsatisfactory lover because he wasn’t sexually responsive to gloves.

Bond effortlessly established his dominance with his purple mink glove.

I wasn’t a gloves man either, nor even a glove-fancying eleven-year old. These days I have a pair of leather gloves that I use for spanking and stroking girls who like the feel of leather a lot. But that’s more to indulge a submissive than because of any strong interest in gloves or leather on my part.

But in that shed the gloves reference made me suspect that life was going to be even harder for me than I’d come to expect.

At the time I wanted a girlfriend, who I imagined as a girl prepared to cuddle me, and to talk about important things with.

I also wanted to discover all that newly appeared girl stuff, like breasts and amazing phenomena like Samantha’s arse in tight Jodhpurs. And then I wanted to feel myself in the body of that girl who liked me enough to want to take me on board.

Those were my main ambitions, and they spent a lot of time haunting my waking and sleeping dreams. They seemed hard enough to achieve. I’d just failed spectacularly with Samantha, where a completely unworthy rival – I thought – had succeeded.

It didn’t seem much to ask.

But then there were the other things I wanted. I was a dom, though I didn’t know the word. (The only word I knew was “sadist”, which didn’t really capture what I was like or what I wanted. I’d read some Sade, and I was – and am – no admirer of the Marquis.) But I wanted to find a submissive girl, who wanted the things I wanted to do with and to her. She’d want to be spanked, that dream girl, and tied, and to kneel with her hands and ankles tied together. Waiting for me to decide what I’d do with her.

So I’d somehow have to meet a submissive girl. There had to be at least one, somewhere in the world. I hoped so, anyway.

But the gloves line taught me, suddenly, that finding a submissive girl was only half of my task, though that seemed impossible enough. But what if I found that submissive girl and what she wanted was to be dressed in tight corsets and long black gloves, or wrapped in plastic, and tied in amazingly complicated ways? I’d seen images of that sort of thing, and they’d puzzled more than excited me. What if it turned out that the submissive girl I finally met didn’t want any of the relatively simple things I wanted? What if I didn’t enjoy the things she liked?

I had to re-define my goal. I didn’t just need to find a submissive girl, which was more than hard enough: I’d have to find the specific submissive girl who wanted what I wanted, and also wanted me.

The odds against me seemed high. Quite a bit too high. Life looked, from my rickety vantage point on the mezzanine floor of an abandoned shearing shed, likely to be grim.